Now, I'm not as bad as I used to be, but that's not saying much. I do try to be more outgoing, but there's just that mental wall. Last night, I was being somewhat flirtatious, with the really cute, gay couple looking to upgrade their computer. Turns out, I'm the one that sold it to them a couple of years ago. They remembered me. (Now THAT's a surprise.) And they did look familiar, but I couldn't place from where. We chatted for about 10 minutes and I did try to be somewhat extroverted. Compared to the old me, last night was being downright boisterous. However, it was still pretty meek.
Then today, Mr. Gorgeous Eyes was working the bar again at Starbucks. Why can't I just say, "I think you are very attractive and have great eyes"? Instead I turn into the same shy wuss, I've always been and don't say anything. Of course, it doesn't help that I'm no longer young and cute. Ok, I don't know that I was ever cute....but I'm no longer young. I guess that's why I'm also, still single.