And it's all just fluff and puff. I hate doing stuff, "Just for show". Why invest a shitload of time in a bunch of systems, policies and procedures, if you're not going to use them, except as decorations to impress the visitors.
I guess I'm just tired and the frustrations are swelling inside. Maybe that's why I'm being so cynical. I actually had someone tell me I was the most normal person around here. I accused them of trying to insult me.