I get so envious of people who can just comment, or talk, to anyone, about anything, at any time. Those overly extroverted souls, that I always wanted to be like, but could achieve.
And most of the comments I delete, probably aren't that bad. If someone else posted them, I probably wouldn't think anything about it. Just when I start to write them, the "Will I offend the reader?" meter goes into hyper mode.
To an extent, I filter my comments here as well. No, I don't write all the sick, weird shit that goes through my head. I would have been locked in a mental institution years ago, if people knew what really went on inside my brain. The exterior is just a mask covering the grotesqueness beneath.
Ok, so the dark depths have surfaced again. The evil beings within my head have peered out to see what damage they can do. I must fight to regain the control. Return them to their cages........