Michael (spudpuppy) wrote,

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Losing energy fast

I still don't why it is that I am exhausted all of the time. It's been like this for years, since I was in my early 20's at least. Actually, thinking back on it, I felt this way even back in high school and middle school.

I've been to doctors who say that can't find anything wrong. Must be stress and depression, do I want a script for Prozac? I know I suffer from chronic depression. That has been there for as long as I can remember, too. I just never talk about the constant feeling the world would have been a much better place if I had never been born. I have often thought, if the movie, "It's a Wonderful Life", had been about me, Clarence would have agreed and let me drown.:)

But whether it is depression or CFS or something else all together, I just know I am tired. And I can feel an episode coming on today. Some days are worse than others. There have been times when I have almost fallen over because I just suddenly go to sleep standing up. I normally wake up and catch myself before I hit the ground.

Well, off for more coffee. Even though caffeine doesn't seem to help.
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